blood ;-(

And right on time.
Next time?

And if instincts don't tell you you are, then you probably aren't :-(.

All I want now to do now is to curl up, bundle myself like a fetus and the hell with the world. Don't want anybody comforting me and telling me that maybe next time, or that even though now it seems like I'll never have kids that I will some day. Don't want to cheer myself up with ice-cream or even some chocolate (my first reaction was to buy some).

Anyway, resolutions for next time - I think getting two negative answers is too much. I already marked on my calender day no.30, by when if I'm not pregnant, I should definitely get my period, and only then do the blood test. Not before.